Aug 12 2011

The things I want to do actually..

Category: Sadness — rainbow @ 4:45 am
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But fail to :(

  • New Layout for Loving Pink. I’ve had an idea since July :S
  • New Blog Posts, Scheduled posts
  • New Link Exchanges :S
  • Code code code
Yet everytime, I fail because I’m either uninspired or too tired. Sucks you know :S I hope I can do them soon though. Maybe I just need a little motivation, ugh no, MOTIVATION with all-caps I mean.
I need to do them little by little though. And I hope I make it XD It’s very hard especially if you’re that person like me who tends to lose track of time whenever you enjoy doing something.

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Jul 09 2011

Today, I am blue.

Category: Sadness — rainbow @ 2:54 am
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Blue.

Others make blue their favorite color because they say it’s “peaceful” and somehow relaxing. But the color blue is often used to be paired with “agony”, “anxeity” or in general – sadness. Are you familiar with the song “Bluer than Blue?”

Today I am blue because I am sad. I don’t know, I am sort of happy for some of the blessings but one blessing I just received a month ago is at stake. It’s my pet Paw. I was on the verge of making a blog dedicated for her and our other pets just days ago and now this. She’s having seizures plus she can’t move any of her muscles. They say she must have eaten poison for the rat in our kitchen, that I hope not.

There is little hope she’ll get better right now and it makes me bluer than blue is. But, whatever fate is and whatever God wants I submit to you God – I just want Paw to feel no pain anymore even if it would sadden me to see her go. I know, you now what’s best and I have faith in you.

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Aug 08 2010

Reasons why this week isn’t really lovely.

Category: Sadness — rainbow @ 3:06 am
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  1. We finally got in some club at school and I was ecstatic about it. But I realized I shouldn’t have attended that meeting they held because now my boyfriend is the President. Normally, girlfriend’s should be happy but I am not because I have reasons – yeah, I’m selfish like that. And I didn’t like the members. None.
  2. We had tons of exams, I doubt if I’ll pass all of them because I just become blank when I’m in front of an exam paper.
  3. I’m so tired of working but I have tons of them.
  4. I still don’t have enough money to buy Nokia 5530.
  5. I was late for Management System Information last Wednesday, we didn’t make it to be the first to finish the program to do – I doubt I’ll ever do great in the actual test, I barely study anymore because of work.
  6. We’ll be reporting in Filipino soon.
  7. Rizal Life SUCKS.
  8. I’m blogging about how depressed I am.
  9. I want to sell my domains that have prs but I don’t know to who or to where.
  10. VB 2010 is being a pain in the @ss
  11. I’M SO DEPRESSED, did I mention that?
  12. Employers haven’t paid me. Nth time.
  13. I don’t want to be this sad anymore.
  14. …and I’m confused which blog is my personal blog because I have tons of blogs o_o
  15. I have nothing to say.

Life is cruel like that…to me I guess. I hope things changes, like I hope something magical happens – like if it would rain but the raindrops would be marshmallows. I’d be happy.

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