Christmas is the hottest topic since it’s December. But up to this point, I’m trying to pursuade myself on what to buy for myself as a reward this December but unlike before, I’m very undecided.
Before, I was always glued to one goal and I knew what I wanted here and then. But now, even if I could buy what I want, I feel uneasy and if there’s another thing I want it’s either that it’s not really necessary or too expensive anyway.
Yet I’m deeply hoping that some people will just give them to me since I’ve been a good girl this year, very much. But I’m getting old too, so gift giving to me is getting more impossible every year and even if it sucks, I can’t do much but accept this fact :/